Sensitive

Another Wednesday

I realized that a great book can really bring somebody to get to know the fact. Fortunately, i got one book like this--Simple SSH (Struts + Spring + Hibernate).

It uses a lot of examples to help me studying the SSH. And it really drives winter from the my face.

After several days, i'll be in the office. it must be a different picture. i should try my best to balance well.

Fighting....

Recently, I really had a leisure time. Every goal seems to be far away. I’m just on the way to them. No struggling, no passion.

Sometimes I feel lonely; the image of her came into my mind. Sometimes I feel depressive, because there are darkness stuck in my eyes.
I know I don't love her any more, and if there is a chance that she came to me, I would say no, because I can’t bear the injured love.

Yesterday, an elder brother made a comment on my characteristic. He said that I am not the one who is good at or willingly to get close to people. I think he is right, and I don’t know from when I have changed into this situation. I can remember in my senior school, I was so willingly to share and undertake. However, during the college life, I ran into so many different kinds of people. I just close the door and prevent from being hurt. That’s kind of pathetic. I have a excuse for this that I am just a simple man. If others know how to treasure the relationship between us, and if he is sincere, I will contribute my trust to him. Ybro, Yaya, 67, Wang and PigYan are these people. They never take me for granted, and this is the reason why I am always grateful.

Later in this week, I will go to Microsoft for the first time as a intern. I am kind of excited. I need change.

Glory said that i haven't updating my blog for a while. So, I promised that I will write this.

Finally, i got the intern offer of Microsoft, which i have never dreamed. Facing this opportunity, i just cannot figuring how does it contribute to my future. So, i am not completely happy.

Life sucks. Beacause it made things difficult. Yaya decided to go to the Guangdong Xingye Bank. She wanna end this nightmare of finging jobs. I think those people who are hunting jobs are really brave. They know the meaning of stepping out of the school, and they prepared themselves for the cruel society. Now, i just make use of the "Pre-graduated" time and accept the fact of rotting.

MS is my step, and I want it to enrich me, leading me to know what i am going to do.

Bless the guys who are struggling for the entrance of graduate life.

回学校10多天了。。。自从11号笔试面试以后，日子怎么过的，没有一点印象。

前天晚上千橡来北邮开招聘会，很是无聊地带着简历去看看，能不能捞个实习做做，却发现，满屋子的人。突然就感

受到了就业的压力，尽管保研了，但是2-3年后，我也会是这个样子，奔波于各种招聘会么？I am wondering...

今天晚上和两个老乡聚会，大家在不同的院，因为都是德阳的，大一的时候在一辆火车上遇到，就成了朋友。当时对于大学有那么多的憧憬，对于在火车认识的学长，毕恭毕敬，询问着，在大学里，应该怎么样！

现在被别人问着同样的问题，我也回答了当时师兄告诉我的：“不要用仰望的态度看我，等你一步一步做好，就会变得NB了！”

我不知道我现在算不算NB，但是现在回想起来，自己果然就是这样一步一步走了过来。我老了。。。三年了！

最后这一年，感觉已经泛不起任何涟漪，想当年，大二时，为了跑活动，一天只吃一顿，最后活动成功了，乐得跟小熊似的。现在，已经现实地要面对工作，家族，人生了。只能好好利用剩下的时间，再充实一点知识，去其它的地儿得瑟了。

近期目标：好好看看Java，然后尽量把项目接下来，半年的项目如果真能拿到谈好的价码，还是挺可观的。。

买了新电脑了，一直想用可爱的电脑敲敲自己心情的文字，今天终于实现了。不过就是因为买了电脑，就得节约节约，奖学金快来吧。。能再得到企业奖最好。

手机相素不高，但是就是喜欢模糊的感觉，可爱的电脑更“模糊可爱”了。。

要回家了，30号。。。

和预想的一样，时间一闪而过，准备电设-比赛-保研-面试-回家，在每一步之前，似乎都无法想到下一步是什么

但是事情就是这样，时间匆匆过了，最后回头再看，结果却跟预想的差不多

保研作为一个目标，基本已经完成了，人生的下一个目标就是快点工作，赚钱。现在已经预见了生活的艰辛。

在寝室待了好几天了，其实什么事也没有做，但是就是把时间浪费了，不是因为想浪费，而是不知道做什么，似乎有

那么多的事要做，但是现在真要做了，却一再推迟。

心情真的不好。想要有个人陪着一起，说说笑，聊聊天，平淡却幸福，但是这个人却始终没有见到。

偶尔还会想起她，但是那似乎很遥远，也不可能的事了。。。难过的感觉已经没有了

只是为了年轻时的感情计划了一个句号。。

性格方面的缺憾也得试着去改才行。。That's just life!!!

Do sth meaningful, and sth right.....Please